iv tried..

He said he had feelings for me since day 1, so why did i only xpect it to be just a simple friendship in the beginning, and now its online skype every night from night till early morning, watching him get wasted and watching him waste his life away because of a broken family, iv tried advising him and calming him down, but because hes all the way in phillipines i cant do much, he says he wants 2 come here, n see me even tho i know it would be dangerous at least on my part of the pie...

i feel so sorry for him tho, drinking 24/7 and noone there helping him, and watching and hearing him get emotional about how much he wants his mum n dad to stop getting a divorce...it hard 2 watch someone u care about go thru that..

yet i still listen n hear him out, but i dont know how 2 help him! iv tried..

HELOOOOO

My husky is finally here, im so happy her name is maya, shes soooo adorable! still a bit nervous but its all good...i love her sooo much! my new baby

Honestly

I DONT REALLY CARE WHO READS MY BLOGS, IM NOT APOLOGISING FOR WHAT I FEEL, OR WHAT IV BEEN TOLD, TRUE OR NOT TRUE, I AINT DOING ANY INVESTIGATING COZ I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO. MY LIFE IS GOOD, AND IM HAPPY AND THE ONLY REASON I MEET A BAD FRIEND IS COZ OF MY 'BOYFIES FRIEND SO AS MUCH AS I TRY N AVOID IT, IT JUST CANT GO AWAY. I GOT WHAT I GOT, IM BETTER OFF WITHOUT THE 'PLAGUE'...HEHEHEHEHEHH

hey hey

Im going jakarta toomoroow cant wait, a nice relaxed break, and dim sum, and good company, and hardcore shopping..cant wait...need a temp break for a bit, n get my bloody hair re-done again...cant wait..

TWo faces...

You know, when i write here, it stays here, it dont go anywhere, i dont tell ppl to read my blogs, coz thats not my purpoe, if they read, they read...im just getting feelings off my chest.

You are the typical 2-faced person, in front one kind, and behind one kind...BUT..i ALWAYS say it up front if i am asked. If u dont ask, i wont tell...the thing is u havent changed, and u never change even when i do tell u...and its the same shit all the time. So dont expect to come running after me if anything happens to ur relationship later, coz thats all u know how to do...the minute theres a problem u come chasing after me as if i havet seen u for years, then once ur prob is settled, u go back to ur 2 faced self again...what makes u think i wanna deal with that again??

YOU DONT EVEN REALISE, IM THE ONE WHOS PUT UP WITH U ALL THIS WHILE, but u dont get that, i have loadz of other friends who treat people better than u..remember that.

The truth is..

Wtever i write here comes from what i feel, what i think and my own pure opinions, if u terase about what im writing then ask me, but u cant change how i feel, i know what a good friend is and i knw what a bad friend is, so either u become a good friend instead of a two-faced bitch, or get lost...i cant be dealing with bad friends anymore..im tired of it..