Monday, July 13, 2009

After all this time..

Yes it has been a while since i splattered what been going on lately, i think may was the last time...oh well, where do i start? latest news, we went to genting stayed over and the next day went 'jungle trekking' wasnt really jungle trekking, more like swimming at a waterfall, was good tho. i got bitten by a leech tho, my leg was bleeding but u could see it was a leech bite. I had fun tho despite all that, we went to Tjg malim right after to eat at bobs place i have never been so happy 2 see food, i was starving. It was a long day as well...

Starting with today , im very upset and frustrated, for so many reasons

1. Mj died- im not that upset tho, we will never know the real reason how he died..he was a good performer tho, greatest of all time, and i doubt there will be a replacement.

2. One of my best friends got beaten up by her bf yesterday, almost had 2 accidents driving to her house, she was quite shaken had cuts here and there n her face was quite swollen..it upsets me you know with things like this, because i have gone thru the same thing, and to watch one of my closer friends go thru the same thing really is heart-breaking especially when i now exactly how it feels being in love with the person that has beat u and having the potential to do even worse. The sad part is, on the outside he looks nothing like the type who would hit, truth lies beneath ones look i guess. They had been together for a year and recently she had confided in me about the things he had been up to such as choking her and hitting her before yesterday..its hard beleive to be honest, the amount of trust you put into someone to love u and care for u is exactly the same person who has beaten you, threatened you and goes psycho on ur shit because you want to leave him. I am quite protective of my friends and since i knew her before her bf, and with her dads trust in me, i solemnley swear to protect her and keep him away from her as much as possible i did mention to her that its for her own good and how stupid and silly she would be to take him back, regardless of how blind love is, i have been there and done it...AND TRUST ME LADIES, WHEN A MAN HITS U ONCE..NO MATTER HOW MUCH HE SWEARS HE WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN...HE ALWAYS DOES END UP DOING IT AGAIN, AND EACH TIME IT GETS WORSE....so for those who love their man and do not wish to be a victim...TAKE UP SELF-DEFENCE CLASSES or at least classes that teach u to kick ass when u have to...

3- Him- for 2 days he has been spending time with his friends and i havent been able to have so much as a conversation with him..and that BITCH is back to make things much worse..i gotta talk 2 her soon..its driving me up the god damned wall...but im really sad coz he never used 2 be so distant when he was with the friends, surprise or no surprise, i used to think i was a priority, theres always reasons and some un-controllable situation that prevents him from contacting me...yet when it happens to me, he comes out with the most ridiculous assumptions and statements all i wanted to do was have a conversation for at least an hour or for a text now n then, i tested him saying i was going to bed, i didnt even get a goodnite or even him asking me to hold on..nothing, im overwhelmingly upset...i dont know what to say....im sad

4- my wages havent been released yet since its a cheque and some big boss has to sign it..grrr


On the bright side 

1- getting my extensions again tomorrow! yipee!!
2- cousins r coming down for 2 weeks! cant wait!
3- going to watch Manchester united next saturday
4-going to perhentian on the 23rd..
5-then going to penang!
6- GRADUATING IN OCTOBER BABY!!! 

ANYWAY IM OFF TO BED, GOT CLASS IN MORNING! SHIT!