Monday, March 14, 2011

WHY WAIT??

Why should I , HAVE TO WAIT FOR YOU TO APPRECIATE ME??

Why should I, WASTE MY TIME TELLING YOU HOW I FEEL AND WHAT YOU DO THAT UPSETS ME WHEN U ONLY NOD UR HEAD AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT..

WHEN HAVE U EVER TAKEN ME OUT BECAUSE U APPRECIATE ME, ADORE ME AND CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT ME??? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U EVER TOLD ME THAT?

Do you have any idea what i feel? have u any idea whats on my mind? after what you have put me through, i come right back...only to realize, you only seem to want me when your lonely..

Everytime i do something like even coming to see you, another voice tells me not to, simply because you dont do that at all for me...if i even feel that u need me im there and you dont even need to ask..

When im sick..and IM in need...u dont come to me...

You can tell me your sick, not well, headache, migrane, kaki bengkak, any excuse not to go out...after how many times i make plans..when have u ever made plans? done something to surprise me...simply because im THAT special 2 u?

Not enuff money 4 dinner, but got plenty to go out a whole day, funny how i knew that would happen, even mentioned it 2 u...

All you do is say sorry for how i feel... WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU EVER GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT? HUH? all you tell me is you will think about it!! iv told you the problem!!! u dont need anything but to change that!!!

I Ask why you dont wanna do anything with me, you say u have not been well, and you have jobs and all on ur mind...

but once ur friends ask u out, u can go out the whole day no problem...and so many places, not a single complaint..except the end of the day when ur tired.

Im about to change my tune here...Im fed up with the bullshit and giving my all, and getting nothing but excuses back...if you feel completely fine around your friends..maybe THEY can come feed you when ur sick, apply medicine on you when ur tummy hurts..feed you when u refuse to eat.. and be there 4 u every day simply because they can and they want to...

GOOD FUCKIN LUCK

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Its just

Isnt it just beautiful when you are capable of loving someone..
Isnt it just beautiful when you love someone so much you could cry
Isnt it just beautiful, knowing the person you love, u wish to spend the rest of your life with.
Isnt it just beautiful when the person your with loves you back
Isnt it just beautiful, when the person your with shows you in so many ways how much he loves you.




If only every man loved one woman, and showed that one woman
how much she means to him....


it seems like every womans wish to be the last love of a mans life...

Friday, March 4, 2011

Ever so gently

Tear ducts get swollen, usually when in pain..

Its not out of asking for sympathy, nor is it out of asking for much...

when someone cry'S Its not just because they are sad...


its because they are HURT, and one can only hurt another, when one has feelings for the other.

Oh well...

No matter how hard you try, sometimes it goes un-noticed

Effort goes without saying, u do it because  u want to...

Making the one u love happy is something that need not be on occassion but any time u get the chance..

Communication is useless when u get angry at everything...

Even when i cry, i can still be screamed at instead of comforted....

What is this world coming to?

Why is it so hard to understand?