Sleeping like this

Iv learned how to laugh

iv learned how to try

iv learned that when i give up

somehow i have to try

iv learned how to spread my wings

but i dont know how to fly

i know what i feel 

i know what i dont

i know i cant conceal

i cant and i wont

i know that u hear

i know that you see

but u dissapear

why could this be

im sitting here and dont know what to do

when all i want, is to be there with you

i miss you so much, a river i could cry

i miss you so much i could die

i miss your warmth

i miss your smile

i miss being with you and feeling worthwhile

give me a text

let it rest my head

a call would be best

cz im going to bed

without ur voice

without ur words

i have no choice

and i know its obsurd

but it hurts, my heart

that i have to sleep alone and were apart....