All it took was to pray
for the 1st time in my life..i felt at ease, i felt calm..throughout all the anger and stress u have put me through the past 6 months..
i wouldnt say im not angry at all or upset still, i just feel much more calm than i have been in the past 24 hours.
why do you put me through so much? why do u continue to be this person i dont know..
havent you done enough damage already? i should maybe actually thank you, in a twisted way, because its brought me to pray. which has now brought me some sort of inner peace(at least till now)
i have resorted to all kinds of remedies to try ease my frustration towards you, and only now i have found the best remedy.
im hoping one day, when u do the same..it will not be because of your anger or your frustrations, but simply because you want to..
i have found my light..in my darkest place.
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