Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Hello all over again

Well, yet again havent been here for a while, 

for a 2010 intro: 

WORK
Started working in my dad's co. doing asset management, quite funny for someone who has graduated i fashion design, it completely turned my knowledge from 100- 0
business has never been my forte, but im giving it a shot, n see how far it takes me. Im in the mood to learn something new anyway, might get better at it if i decide to stay.

Malaysia in terms of the fashion industry is'nt very receiving, u really do need 2 know a lot of people and mix around and buzz here n there, which im not so used to, at 13-19 it was something I did unconciously..but now im 23 ITS BECOME A FEAR and i know if i want to be in this evil industry and not be spat out, i do need 2 gather my contacts.

but enuff of work for now.

Love
Such a wonderful thing it is, and yes im still with the man i fell in love with, still going strong, and i fall in love every time i see him. I still adore his geeky-adolecent-sexy-caring ways..he still definately turns me on, and im starting 2 hate the fact i can only see him on weekdays, i really wish i had an apartment of my own, so i wouldnt hv 2 give a shit abt the weekeds...it drives me insane on fridays coz i know im hours away from seeing him.  Secretly, in 60% glad he isnt going 2 perth to study and the 40% feels kinda sad as well coz i know he really wanted to go, as they say when one door closes, another opens. Hes so smart, he could do anything. 

Life
hmmmm life, in general..could be better, still struggling with work, but slowly is the best way to go at the moment, i keep wanting 2 learn things as if im a bloody computer even tho i know i cant take it all at once..its even weird living in the same house as dad, when he is also my boss, quite amusing actually, even tho i have quite a few friends who were not able 2 put up with it..still not happy with dads gf, cant even look her in the eye, she disgusts me, a gold-digger, unaware that we have all sussed her out and who she Really is, a 2 FACED FAKE. if i was 2 start on her now, i could never finish. sams away in australia, and to be honest i really miss him, even tho im starting 2 come to terms with the fact hes not in my house, but there are times ill go 2 the kitchen late at nite n him asking me 2 cook...i honestly miss it, and im so so proud of him...i could cry.
the twins are finally back at college after a damn long holiday, so hopefully they will be motivated enuff now 2 do what they are supposed to and not be so playful..

I have a new husky called bear, the most adorable thing in the world! cant replace maya, but he is much more a handful than sh ever was, hes still a puppy so hes very playful and naughty and bites on things..but i love him to pieces..

thats about whats been happening till now....god knows when ill be back...
soon hopefully..

xxx