WHY WAIT??

Why should I , HAVE TO WAIT FOR YOU TO APPRECIATE ME??

Why should I, WASTE MY TIME TELLING YOU HOW I FEEL AND WHAT YOU DO THAT UPSETS ME WHEN U ONLY NOD UR HEAD AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT..

WHEN HAVE U EVER TAKEN ME OUT BECAUSE U APPRECIATE ME, ADORE ME AND CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT ME??? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U EVER TOLD ME THAT?

Do you have any idea what i feel? have u any idea whats on my mind? after what you have put me through, i come right back...only to realize, you only seem to want me when your lonely..

Everytime i do something like even coming to see you, another voice tells me not to, simply because you dont do that at all for me...if i even feel that u need me im there and you dont even need to ask..

When im sick..and IM in need...u dont come to me...

You can tell me your sick, not well, headache, migrane, kaki bengkak, any excuse not to go out...after how many times i make plans..when have u ever made plans? done something to surprise me...simply because im THAT special 2 u?

Not enuff money 4 dinner, but got plenty to go out a whole day, funny how i knew that would happen, even mentioned it 2 u...

All you do is say sorry for how i feel... WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU EVER GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT? HUH? all you tell me is you will think about it!! iv told you the problem!!! u dont need anything but to change that!!!

I Ask why you dont wanna do anything with me, you say u have not been well, and you have jobs and all on ur mind...

but once ur friends ask u out, u can go out the whole day no problem...and so many places, not a single complaint..except the end of the day when ur tired.

Im about to change my tune here...Im fed up with the bullshit and giving my all, and getting nothing but excuses back...if you feel completely fine around your friends..maybe THEY can come feed you when ur sick, apply medicine on you when ur tummy hurts..feed you when u refuse to eat.. and be there 4 u every day simply because they can and they want to...

GOOD FUCKIN LUCK