Friendship? or what is this?

Well..im going to jakarta soon to see my best friend cindy..

cant wait to get out of this boghole!

Hmm been a bit sad lately...or shall i say upset? no..angry? slightly..Surprised? hmmm there is a word i just cant recall what the word for the emotion im feeling..

So i indirectly introduced a 'friend' to a friend of mine..two simple people who at first had no attraction to eachother..somehow fell in love...

I was in awe that something so unpredictable could happen..as both of them just got out of bad relationships..

yet i wasnt ready for something that i was completely unaware of...

Yes...lies..that word that just makes you cringe in dismay and anger..

only recently i was to find out, through a close guy friend that 'Y' AND 'Z' HAD ACTUALLY gone swimming with other friends of mine..and dint even have the decency to ask to come along...dont get me wrong..if it was just the couple i wouldnt care..coz u know its couple time...but this was like friends day out?..the friends of mine that i...me..alexis..introdduced 'y' to...wouldnt you be angry?

BREAKING IT DOWN: A friend from outside, brings YOUR friends to hang out..or do whatever..and doesnt even ask you to come and join...wouldnt u feel sort of pissed off?

i am..and theres nothing that can justify it..PLus the fact that the friend who had the photos in his phone..had actually hidden the picures in a completely different file so it did state the obvious..

That 'y' had obviously told my friend to hide it...coz that friend of mine wouldnt hide anything..ow im fuming with anger...

How do i know?

its happened b4...should i just pretend i never saw them? preted as if everything is bright and sunny in the sky...and i am the type of person who will not stand bullshit...especially from someone who i consider a friend....after introducing 'y' to 'z'..DONT I DESERVE SOME GOD DAMN GRATITUDE? some form of appreciation...who says i need to be with ;y; everyday? puhleez i got my own life..but when it comes to friends...asal xleh ajak? kalo xsuke ke apa..cakap je laaa..when will the lies stop..?? sampai rasuk kawan i sendiri untuk tipu xtahan tu.....mashallah...what is the world coming to???

What a friend huh.i was told it would happen n it did now i dunno how 2 avoid it.....sebnarnya da cuba ckp..tapi sebab kawan sendiri da bagitau(kawan fiancee)..i dun need anymore proof..the pictures were there...n i dunno wat the excuses will be..

Remember that blogging is just to let go of feelings that need to be let out, so just leave it at that...i have the freedom to express as i wish on my blogspot...as the freedom for people to comment what they wish... TQ