I,you,I and why

I write and i feel when i write, i write what i mean, and i write what i cannot say,

 i write with emotion, i write with my head, i write for tomorrow, i write for today

I write for you, every letter every word

wether or not my posts are obsurd

but its all my feelings

and i like it that way

if different is your mood

what do you want me to say?

I am now all and numb

and im floating away

a bright white cloud

on a hot summers day

I wish to be here

i wish to be held

i wish you here now

but i know you've rebelled

My heart is a-fluster

and my mind in soil

my feelings a cluster

and my mood in spoil

Bare with me today

bare with me tomorrow

my mind is disturbed and my heart in sorrow

i think of you much

you will never ever know

pray for me please

coz im about to blow